postcard of regret

the train is gone now
alien heartchild—
understanding seems circular
in the morning

your features are only approximate
in my annotations; desire is just
a cousin at an early age

and so many of your words
are like the lead-coated bird
under Greenstreet's knife

shall we dance
in the pages of another book?
shall we sleep?

Sidney Greentstreet played Casper Gutman in the version of the Maltese Falcon made famous by Humphrey Bogart and Mary Astor. The falcon has long been an iconic image for me, of the illusory quality of all desire. This poem is again a commentary on my failed relationship with Alison Gaughan. The final line in the Falcon, when Sam Spade is asked what the statue is, he replies, "The stuff that dreams are made of."