2nd of a hundred goodbyes

so you know how to forget
I'm not impressed
you hid so many times
you could've said
oh no there's no right way
you mutter let's just forget it
and make terrible jokes
and shoot down them's what
ain't here no more
that is safe
always that safe business
so tired of taking care
so hot over you
it still makes me sick to my stomach
when I wake up in the night
and there's your ghost and my ghost
dancing

but you are not as cold as you pretend
it's just that you are afraid